The One Without the Letter

I didn't get my letter today. They meet on Thursdays to do sealing cancellations, so the first half of the week is when I will receive my letter.
I'm not gonna lie, this has been a hard trial for me. I've been engaged for 6 months, not knowing when I am going to get married. We originally just wanted to be engaged for 2 months max.
I am very grateful, though that this is possible. It's just sometimes hard to do the right thing. Looking back, if I knew it was going to be this long, we definitely would have just got married, then sealed in the temple in a year (since we would be 6 months ahead, and there is no guarantee that they will say yes). But, knowing what I know now, I am glad we are waiting. Just as long as they say yes (I am extremely nervous that they will say no, sometimes I get physically sick just thinking about it) and soon. :) I am trying to be positive, though. We are learning a lot about each other, and we are able to earn more money this way, and lots of other good things.
But. like I have said before, it is in the Lord's hands, and really, who's hands would be better than that? Pray for me that I will have patience!